Remembrance Of Dead Soldiers

Remembrance Of Dead Soldiers

Reflection

Grieve not for dead soldiers

they are dead, they are dead

at peace forever in the blessed oblivion

of unawareness and silent darkness.

Their remains lie in tidy military rows

and as many leave their pulverized bones

lost in deep thick cold mud along with

discarded horses and murdered children.

No longer do they hold faint hope of promised glory

within fantasy of youthful invincibility

wagering their souls for the lies

of politicians and generals.

Naive and ignorant pawns they went

to commit the same atrocities as the enemy

but any soldier can justify following orders

especially when each has a god on their side.

Grieve instead for the multitudes of innocents

and their children, just as so even now

fear, hunger, cold, heat, thirst, loneliness

enduring each painful forged moment

forever on throughout the gauntlet of their raped lives.

Grieve for the warriors returned

in their shattered bodies

cursed with wildly twisting minds

a pulsing nightmare to endure through each breath they must yet draw.

What of the bravery which shatters families

left at home to endure endless not knowing

then the confusions of homecoming

learning to live again with monsters now cursed forever.

We take a few moments to assuage our thin guilt

before returning to the shelter of the pub

wearing tiny red plastic flowers

and bleating out epithets on tooting bugles.

Warship’s horns blast in salute

aircraft thunder zooming overhead

flags dip

there is the timeless drumming rhythm of outward marching boots.

Grieve not, they are dead, they are dead.

Epiphany

Family
Dad on guard.

Well now I’ve started something. When in my last blog, on impulse, I added a sentence about how distantly we treat our children, I had an epiphany; especially in the wake of reader’s comments. I wrote about how we have displaced the value of our elders and ignore their very essential value in the continuity of our culture. What I realized after I added the bit about how poorly many of us treat our children, especially at the time of their lives when dedicated parental nurturing is necessary for healthy development, is that those kids are tomorrow’s adults. They’ll do what we have taught them. “As the twig is bent so grows the tree.” They’re the ones who will discard their parents into care facilities which dilutes the family further, just like we did to them. “Just keep paying us and we’ll keep them out of your way.” Family members become as disposable as chocolate wrappers and all our other debris. We know where a large number of Covid 19 deaths have occurred.

In my archives is a rough draft for a novel based on an opening scene where paramedics attend an accident with several victims scattered on the roadside. After checking each person for a pulse the bar code tattooed behind their right ear is scanned. The monetary system as we know it now is gone, replaced with electronic currency. We would have a system of personal credits, those earned, accumulated, spent and borrowed. Depending on your net credit worth and your present social standing factored by the degree of your injuries, a computer decision is made to save your life or terminate it as a source of fresh organs and tissue. And if you don’t have a bar code, well you’re just not part of the system. Red light! Send that one in on the slow truck.

Far fetched? We’re really not that far away now. There’s a lot to consider about the progress and regress, the ebb and flood of civilization, if you’re contemplative about humanity. Frankly, I envy those who are not. I sometimes wish a case of beer, a sack of crisps and some TV sports could placate me and keep me in a non-questioning existence. For those of us who are cursed with a questioning mind there is plenty to research in our quests. Recently a novel was brought to my attention. ‘The Plague’ written by Albert Camus near the middle of the last century is amazingly prescient. Camus, well aware of the pandemics past, seemed to understand those that were to come, perhaps because there is a pattern of natural mass population control throughout our history. Like nearly everything else, there are reviews of the work available on the web.

Then, today, there was third component introduced to my epiphany. ‘The Machine Stops’ written in 1909 by E.M. Forster is a short story which offers some amazing views on a future dystopian troglodyte society which is almost entirely dependant on and committed to the synthetic environment it has created. Communication around the planet is via an internet-like technology. People live underground, entirely terrified of being self-reliant, independent and are almost wholly insular from each other. They travel reluctantly in airships and only when necessary with little interest in scenic views of the planet passing beneath them. Those who struggle to escape this culture are accused of the despicable act of “homelessness.” This a sobering essay on how our society may be evolving. Written at the time it was is fascinating. It is work to read and digest but thrilling to discover such a brilliant mind especially in the years preceding the massive technical renaissance of the First World War. Here’s a link to the entire short story:

https://www.ele.uri.edu/faculty/vetter/Other-stuff/The-Machine-Stops.pdf

Future Fish. What a fabulous metal sculpture. This graces the front lobby of the Duncan Motorsport Circuit. It stands taller than me.
As a mechanic and a welder I can see the beauty in this incredible work. It took apparently 227 hours to build. I’ll bet there was a lot of beer went into the process as well as the conceptual stage. WOW!
The rain poured down as we arrived with race cars in their trailers. Eventually the weather cleared and the track dried. I was invited along for the day.
I’m not a racer but as a mechanic I can certainly appreciate the engineering and fitting here. Believe it or not, the engine is reworked from a Ford Pinto, well-known to be very tough.
It certainly sounded incredible.
My other friend’s old Mazda was also a real howler.
In the pit. It was an interesting day for me.
I’m still a sailor.
That’s around $200,000. worth of very sexy Mercedes being slithered around tight S-bends.           No comment.

Our spring weather here on Vancouver Island has been cool and damp lately. Despite that the wildflowers have bloomed profusely. Fruit and berries are flowering and ripening early and in huge quantities. It is said that fools and newcomers predict the weather but my instilled rural sensibilities suggest that we may well have a severe winter ahead. Another indicator, as old wit and humour go, is about the size of the white man’s wood piles. But, it is officially summer in a few days and as Covid restrictions slowly relax, we’d best live in the moment. Remember the line from that wonderful movie ‘Bucket List.’ “If you think the last six months went fast, think about the next few.”

Rumours persisted about ruins of an old castle. Of course that was impossible. Right?
The mystery deepened when someone discovered a star carved in the rocks nearby.
Six feet tall, the ability of the grass to stand on its own during a rainstorm is incredible, and beautiful.
Indian plums are everywhere. They’re ripe when they turn purple, then they’re gone. The birds love them.
Swamp roses

The purpose of a writer is to keep civilization from destroying itself.”

― Albert Camus